2012/12/15 22:49From the very beginning of today, I was feeling bad. It wouldn't be too exaggerating to say, it is the worst day of my life.
I was supposed to meet and have breakfast with someone in the morning, but he blew me off. I was supposed to meet some friends for lunch, but it was quite far and I didn't feel like going. I was supposed to meet other friends for afternoon tea, but didn't have time in the end. So eventually, I only met Cecily for dinner. And until that, I didn't eat. No breakfast, no lunch, and Oh, I didn't have dinner last night as well.
Stayed at school for the whole morning, trying to calm myself. Then I went to Shatin to buy all those ridiculous things for my friends and family back home. Went back home in the afternoon and cried for one hour. Then I called CS, who finally cheered me up.
Then I told myself, I'm never gonna let this kind of thing happen to me again, ever. I promise.
To someone out there:
You jumped into my life, and messed up with everything. Then you walked away, like you never have been. But thank you, for pushing me to grow up.
It's time for me to let go of everything. Let go of you. Let go of the immature me, the stupid me, and the old self that I pitied.
Back to Shanghai tomorrow. Back to normal.